Kovixen

I had a dream last night that something was wrong with BFB. First, he was not a gender. I was going to have to take medicine that reminds me of some sort of drug in the movies in order to see if he got better. It had to do with heating what looked like sugar on a spoon with a lighter below it. Weird. Also, I was being punished because the month before I got pregnant I had been pregnant. I was at a bar and got really really drunk, but at this bar you could see your uterus and baby if you were pregnant. It was this floaty image about 2 feet in diameter. I followed mine out into the parking lot, and then I popped it. I couldn't feel right about bringing a baby into the world that I had just poisened with all that liquor. I never told Peter. But later in my dream I told my mom on the phone. I felt so guilty.

My mother and brother are coming to stay for Christmas. I'm excited, but I freak out over cleaning every time anyone comes to my house. Cleaning isn't so easy anymore, I got back pain again yesterday from it. I think I need a cleaning service. If anyone wants to get me a present, do that please!